I was in the city on Sunday.
It was fun : D
Got rained on, saw the hot guy that works in Subway DC
Wasn't allowed into Burberry store

And then I met this guy
Well, not met
I've seen him a few times from a distance
Been mezmorised by how perfect he is
...from a distance
Then I finally got closer to him
And I'm not sure wha Aum said to him,
but when I came back from getting something
Him and all his friends stared at me :/

He has the most perfect skin, best legs for skinnies,
perfect hair!
He is like a god!

I don't know what to do anymore.
Aum said he has my number
but it's been 2 days, no calls, no texts, no nothing
Maybe I'm not pretty enough?
Well, I'm defs not as pretty as the scene girls he hangs out with
Everyone is finding love and crushes these days
I feel...
Well, I actually don't care about everyone else,
just that this one guy is probably laughing at me

because I'm not cool like him and his friends
because I don't have piercings like his friends do
because I don't wear tight black skinnies, have black long hair and I don't wear band tees
because I'm not breath taking beautiful as all the girls he is used to


I'm happy and confused and kind of upset, all at the same time
One thing to look forward to soon though
:D

HOLIDAYS
SPLIFFS
PARTIES
MORE CITY TIME

maybe I'll just keep away and continue being mesmorized from a distance