I am so stupid, so so stupid when it comes to boys I have a crush on
:/
Don't worry, you won't understand.
I feel so cheap, kind of.
No don't worry, I didn't have sex with anyone
;D

Boys are the ones who should be paying for dates,
they should be gentlemens.
Not asking girl's for money :/
I know times have changed but I can't change my opinion on this.

On a happier note, Kirstie and Alisha said they'll smack me one,
next time this happens.
Zach called the guy a cock.

Oh, Zach and Lisha spent all day sucking face and got
kicked out of many stores.
Made me laugh :D

Met city boy, he hugged me and poked my cheeks.
This afternoon he said,
'You're the most cutest, most prettiest girl ever :)'

YAY!
But he got a haircut, looked so much cuter when it was longer,
but eh he still was dreamy gorgeous.

Saw a homeless boy, was going to buy him a happy meal,
but when we walked past him the second time,
he was gone D:

Tokyo Underground has the prettiest bows now but not big enough
D:

Can't stop listening to 'Fifteen' by Taylor Swift

Why can't boys be gentlemens anymore?
Why do you do stupid things for the people you crush on?
ughhhhh
:/

I don't feel so bad anymore, it's just this weird feeling.
I don't know what it is.
It's freaking me out yet I am so calm.